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Fate & Fortune
Thursday, December 24, 2009 @ 5:24 PM
I was looking through my wallet the other day when I found a fortune from a fortune cookie my friend gave me.
"You don't marry someone you can live with, you marry the person with whom you cannot live without."
Then I was laughing to myself. I mean, it's true and it's really sweet. But how do you know you can't live without someone until you lose them? And when you know, and you've lost them, how are you supposed to marry them? Oh..what a mess. Some of the sweetest and most romantic things don't make any sense at all. Oh well, it's Christmas Eve, so merry Christmas to all and who knows you may find that special someone.
xoxo
-proudly god-
LilMiSsPeRfEcTiOn
Love..and..Hate
Saturday, December 19, 2009 @ 8:36 PM
Yesterday I was supposed to go to a friend’s birthday, but things popped up at the last minute. I was hoping I would get some inspiration for my second blog, since I didn’t go I’m gonna wing it. Then I was messaging with a friend, and it got me thinking. Love and Hate. Two words that mean the complete opposite of each other, but in truth there can’t be anything closer. Where there is hate there is always more love. Then why? – do you ask – That we hate if we love so much. I say to you that I love and hate you at the same time. Sounds impossible, but it’s true. I love you because you make me smile, make me feel special; you make my heart flutter with happiness. I hate you because you take all that away from me. You make me cry, make me feel like my heart is being torn out, bit by bit, you flip my perfect haven into an unescapable black hole of hurt and misery straight from the depths of hell. But after all that I still love you, so very much. And that is why I hate you even more. I hate the fact that no matter what you do I’ll always love you. I hate me for not being able to do anything about it. And hate you for making me that way. But in the end I’d rather love and hate you and even get hurt in the process....than lose you.
If i had a wish it would be to be your tears, To be born in your eyes and to die on your lips, But if you were my tears, I would never cry, In fear of losing you.
xoxo
-plenty of love-
LilMiSsPeRfEcTiOn
This is my first but emo blog...it's one off so yeah.
Thursday, December 17, 2009 @ 8:30 PM
Change, there are things that change, people change, feelings change, even the deepest of those. I don't know why things change. I don't like change. Things that change hurt, maybe not for you but for me, do you want to hurt me? No? Then don't change. Is that so much to ask? But now I've changed. I don't want to get hurt and i can't guarantee that I won't hurt you. You may think I'm being petty and childish, but who forced me to become this way? The answer is clear. You. What are you thinking right now? Why and i acting this way? Being like this? You get pissed at the way i am. But What about me? Have you thought about me? I'm being honest here. I'm tired of ... this, everything. My tears have run dry, my heart is cold and I've been hurt enough. But, no matter how much I hurt or bleed on the inside I can't help but care. So do me a favour, if you care about me, more so if I mean anything to you, please don't change.
xoxo
-proudly god-
LilMiSsPeRfEcTiOn
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