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Friday, March 26, 2010 @ 9:55 PM
It's been a while since my last post. I really have to get into a habit of this or i will soon give up. You see I am not a very bothered person. I had just finished reading the last 100 or so pages of Fallen in under an hour. So proud of myself. Though, after it my heart was beating so fast that I decided to take my blood pressure(thank you work experience) and it was normal but my pulse was wayyy too fast to be normal. Oh well. In the past weeks or so I've had ups and downs. Too many I would say. Though in the last 5 days I was in a state of very volatile moods. I recall just crying for some unknown reason, its not like someone pissed me off, I was just crying like a lunatic. Then today I was complaining, about... everything! Though usually when these moments come around I am usually experiencing something only related to girls and I'm sick at the same time. Though I felt better after i subconciously texted someone. After reading Fallen, I had this bubbly, lovey feeling. It was weird, I don't usually feel that way. But for the rest of the day I actually felt good. I felt like everything is gonna be alright. For so long, I was unsure about the future and what it would hold for me, though just after reading that book, all my worries are still there though they have become insignificant thoughts that now reside at the back of my mind. Instead, taking their place is a new found confidence, a flood of memories and a really good feeling. I hope this will continue, this new feeling of satisafaction. Though its not only the book that made me feel this way. Who ever said memories were a powerful asset was right. They lift my spirit and I guess made me look forward to the future, if the past was good, there must be something worthwhile down the road. Well thats enough of my volatile bipolar. It seems I've never written a post like this one. Note that this is a one off thing. So hang tight and wait for my next post. I'll try to write one before the century ends. No promises though. xoxo -plenty of Love- LilMiSsPeRfEcTiOn |