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Death.
Monday, June 7, 2010 @ 6:18 PM

This is one messed up post.

Death. Death is the end of everything, all love and war. Though things can end before death. Feelings will fade, hearts will cease beating and souls will shatter. I don’t ever want that to happen. I don’t ever want things to end. I always thought we would last forever, be together for eternity, hold hands, even when the endless sands of time cease to exist.

“Until death do us part”

I don’t want to part, even in death.

I hate them; all those who can just let go and be free in death and rest in peace. They leave these words to us, the people that are left behind “Live, be happy, for me”. How? How do we live or be happy when the person we love most has moved on? How do you live when your heart is dead? When the light in life has dimmed? When you died along with him/her? I despise, loathe and almost envy them. I envy their selfishness, that they think life without them is possible. I envy how they can be forever in peace and we have to drift through life, tortured with grief and their loss. So right now, I’m telling you, don’t you dare utter those words to me, No! I will not live or be happy without you, so don’t you dare force it upon me. If those words ever came out of your mouth, I swear, I will end your life and along with it, mine. And I would never, not in all of time say it to you, because I know you would never be able to live without me. And so before my time in this world ends, I will make sure you are with me in death.

Note: it was late at night and yeah.

P.S this post isn’t about anyone in particular; these are the words I want to say to the person I love most- when I find them.

xoxo

-proudly god-

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