questions
of
the
heart
Welcome.
it's a small world

Hello. You landed at http://lilmissperfection.blogspot.com.au/ and you probably know that already.

DON'T copy/rip/steal anything here, mess my tagboard with nonsense/spam (if you do I'll ban you. OR I WOULD MESS YOURS AS WELL >:-DDD)
DO drop a tag, follow my blog, follow me on Twitter. Jokes, I don't have twitter:D ENJOY!

Thanks much ;D
I'm so messed up in the head.
Wednesday, October 27, 2010 @ 6:54 PM

Rutuja, honey, why in the world are you the only one that can make sense of all the weird stuff that I babble non stop? You get how messed up I am. Man, you are so not allowed to agree or i will so bite you.

Sometimes i wonder if i truly understand myself. I think a lot, and by a lot, i mean you would be surprised. I think about the good and bad that comes with something, then all the possibilities, then i think of the good and bad for each one of those possibilities, and the cycle continues until all that is left is me saying "OMFG I DON'T KNOW, I DON'T KNOW, I DON'T KNOW!!!".

You know, I'm just like that. Please don't blame me for being different because was it not those differences that you were drawn to? Or is it too much to deal with now? I do care, a lot, it's just i find it difficult to show so. Just because I'm not there, directly before your eyes, does not mean I'm not close by, or even if I'm not, it doesn't mean that i can't see you or that i don't think about you.

I'm trying to break the inevitable cycle of my thoughts. It will take time, but hopefully, maybe... someday I'll know. So till then, give me time. I'll come around. Someday.

xoxo