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What Is it exactly do i want?
Thursday, January 20, 2011 @ 12:32 AM
Actually, I really don't know. I miss you, you know that right, figures, i tell you that. But why is it that when i finally talk to you, i always thought it'll be good. And things will go well. But then I'm here, typing this, feeling disappointed. Maybe I'm just tired. Or i just don't feel it. Apparently you love me, you say that, sometimes... but why is it that i don't feel any of it? No, that's a lie, i feel something, I'm just not sure what. Now that i think about it, at times, you don't want me upset, you're so eager to explain so i don't misunderstand you, you urge me to tell you why I'm unhappy, you say you'll be there to listen and that i can always talk to you... that you love me... But then you become a jackass, i know you're just joking, but you know, maybe i just don't need it right now. I'm tired and mildly annoyed, I haven't talked to you for a while, you know, it doesn't hurt to be a little reassuring. I just wanna hear your voice, lay there and feel your presence, in silence sometime. I say I'm not a normal girl, but i still like hearing all that stuff you guys say for the sake of it. It's late, and I'm tired, so I'm confused and frustrated and the weather is bugging me, it makes me annoyed and then i don't know how i feel about you. Maybe I'll feel better when I'm not so tired. xoxo |