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I'm a bitch
Friday, March 25, 2011 @ 8:57 PM
My blog is dead. Yeah. That's my first thought. So lets start with a happy note, coz i have a feeling this is gonna be one hell of a depressed post. Yesterday was my best firend, Rutuja's 16th birthday. HAPPY FRIKKEN BE LATED BIRTHDAY HONEYY!!! Well i was crazy so i stayed up until 12am so i could be the first to send her a bday text. Yeah, something is seriously wrong with me. I guess that's what sefton does to you. Then, after another horrible day at school and upon learning that Rutuja's sweet sixteen was far from it i took refuge in a deep slumber. No kidding as soon as my head hit the pillow for a nap i was snoozing off. So much so that i slept through until 9:30pm and couldn't call Rutuja. Then started my quest to track down stuff in preperation for the next person on the bday roster whom i shall not name coz all invovled know who it is. Which brings me to sitting in front of a tv at 3am reading Emma. I know, of all the things i could have been doing, i was reading Emma. Well its mainly coz it was hw but yeah. I swear I'm really moody these days, and i guess that goes for most people. Maybe its the cocktail of hormones we produce as teenagers or we're just all messed up in the head. Beats me, but i was snapping at everyone. Like tiniest thing could provoke me chuck as spaz at someone. I dunno, maybe i'm just a bitch. I know everyone's life sucks right now, but in that moment, all i can think about it my best friend is having a hard time at home her brother is in hospital, and we have less than 30mins a week to talk, and one of my closest friends is battling depression, and my grades feel like they've hit rock bottom and practically nobody wants to hear from me or so it seems, and when you piss the crap outta me all i wanna say is just get out of my face and find someone else to annoy coz if you stay a second longer i might jsut bite off ur head. I mean, I'm so sick of my life that i'm afraid to call my friend and ask her how she is, because i'm afraid if i reach out to her,and can't be there definately, i might add to the problem. That's the other reason i think im a bitch, coz somewhere deep down, i'm kinda glad i don't have to deal with her problems on top of my own. So if i'm afriad to do so for one of my best firends, what makes you think i wanna stand there and put up with you. Yeah, so i'm a moody bitch who can't be supportive for her friend and if you go near me i might bite ur head off too. So beware and stay firkken away. Its not like its the first time someone's walked into my life, make it seem like they're my everything and then waltzed right out like nothing happened. So here's the warning, stay out before you have to run out, it'll save you and me a whole lot of trouble. See? Like i said, moody bitch. Note: You doesn't refer to anyone in particular, just anyone who i've been pissed off at in the past couple of days. xoxo |