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Sunday, January 30, 2011 @ 4:06 PM

Omg, holidays are nearly over, there is exactly 15hours before I have to wake up, then it's goodbye holidays and hello year 11. Just the thought of having to go back to that school has me wanting to dig a hole and jump in.

Well since i face my doom tomorrow morning, i decided to change the skin to my blog coz i'm sure all of yous are bored of looking at the old one. It took me a record 5 mins to change it, which is good coz i remember changing it the first time, it took forever to find one and jsut as long to figure out the codes.

School, ekk. Speaking of which i gotta go look at my new and "white" uniform and i gotta bring my school bag tomorow, great. I hate that huge thing. Oh lord help me.

xoxo

Happy Belated Brithday Lucy and the wrap up...
Wednesday, January 26, 2011 @ 12:32 AM

Over the past few days I've been a little busy to blog about outing and stuff coz, well i'm cbb. haha. yes i'm very sorry. Anyway, today, well technically yesterday i went to Lucy's bday outing at parra. Since me and a couple others were the first to arrive we, well they wanted to find food. Then we happen to run into Paolo, so we stayed and chatted a while until the birthday girl and all her other friends arrived. Then it was easy way. Asians, we all drink easy way.

Then, i have no idea what the sequence is but there was, dymocks, walking around, iristar, then buying tickets to the movies, 20.5$ a frikken rip off for a movie. Then, we went sushi train and actually stood there while they opened up, *sigh* poor us. So we got in and took our seats, since there wasn't enough seats in a row, the guys and i decided on siting at a table, which didn't turn out so bad, coz the lady miscalculated the bill and we got like 7$ discount. oh yeah. Oh, and i can do maths faster that lung can type into a calculator, just pointing it out. So after that we were completely stuffed. And Lucy still wanted Max Brenner's, I really wanted a chocolate souffle but really? After sushi. No thanks.

So the guys and i decided to walk around while the rest of them and the bday girl enjoy chocolate. We ended up in the beds section in DJ's guessing the number from a dice roll. Yes, we were that bored. And we were in Toys r us for like half an hour, by which i was emotionally attached to a massive, live size monkey, haha. I still want it. The jasons happen to pickup Nerf Guns, yes, boys and guys, go figures.

Then it was time for the movie, damn it was bloody freezing in there, when we got out i was holding Lynda's hands coz i was cold, literally! We watched the green hornet, jay chou trying to speak English is very funny. hehe. The we went to pick up Lucy's massive photo frame/poster from bill, dropped by Winnie's and then i got home. the end.

Lols, I;m trying to condense things, not really working. Okay, So on friday, there was ice skating, the bitches all dogged us, so in the end there was me, Lung and Vi who went ice skating, i spent the whole time being dragged around by the two of them coz i was waddling around. Yes, i've seem to have forgotten how to move around on ice, and i had new skates on so like, they killed my feet. Then we took photos, lung wouldn't give his phone to some stranger coz his afraid they'll run away. Then we had aporto, it was yummy, then we went home and i rested my absolutely aching legs and feet.

Oh, and one last thing, Rutuja is back from camp at cadets, she is now promoted to Sargent, so congrats dear on getting a distinction, and i shall upload the awesome photos of her shooting a rifle, that is so cool, and i'll get the ice skating phots, as soon as i chase lung up for them.

Okays, that's all from me coz i'm really tired, so I'm gonna catch up on some beauty sleep and I'll blog later, toodles.

xoxo

Boring Day At home
Monday, January 24, 2011 @ 11:53 AM

At like 230am i finally felt tired enough not to think about things and fall into my much needed slumber which, as a result of had me waking up at 1030am to a text from winnie. I dunno if it was a good thing or bad thing. I'm supposed to call Rutuja today, but i don't wanna tell her stuff, in fear that she'll confirm all i wish to deny. I know it doesn't make sense, but my blog, i write whatever i want.

A friend said things will be fine, I really hope ur right you know? lols. I feel that i have no energy to continue. I guess you just have to have a little faith right?

Please don't make this be a mistake, i can't handle that. Not anymore.

xoxo

What Is it exactly do i want?
Thursday, January 20, 2011 @ 12:32 AM

Actually, I really don't know. I miss you, you know that right, figures, i tell you that. But why is it that when i finally talk to you, i always thought it'll be good. And things will go well. But then I'm here, typing this, feeling disappointed. Maybe I'm just tired. Or i just don't feel it. Apparently you love me, you say that, sometimes... but why is it that i don't feel any of it?

No, that's a lie, i feel something, I'm just not sure what. Now that i think about it, at times, you don't want me upset, you're so eager to explain so i don't misunderstand you, you urge me to tell you why I'm unhappy, you say you'll be there to listen and that i can always talk to you... that you love me...

But then you become a jackass, i know you're just joking, but you know, maybe i just don't need it right now. I'm tired and mildly annoyed, I haven't talked to you for a while, you know, it doesn't hurt to be a little reassuring. I just wanna hear your voice, lay there and feel your presence, in silence sometime. I say I'm not a normal girl, but i still like hearing all that stuff you guys say for the sake of it. It's late, and I'm tired, so I'm confused and frustrated and the weather is bugging me, it makes me annoyed and then i don't know how i feel about you.

Maybe I'll feel better when I'm not so tired.

xoxo

From Christina again. lols.
Wednesday, January 19, 2011 @ 4:42 PM

1. Are you really ready for 125 questions? Shoot.

2. Was your last real relationship a mistake? Haha. Go figures, never been in one.

3. Do you believe in Santa? Well not really, since I dressed up as Santa for English.

4. Who did you last say "I love you" to? I don’t remember. No srsly, I don’t

5. Do you regret it? I would answer but I can’t remember who I said it to.

6. Have you ever been depressed? Truly depressed, once

7. Have a best friend? Rutuja, oh and there’s aaron.

8. Are you a boy or girl? Well this blog is pink, so what do you think?

9. What is your relationship status? According to Vivian I’m seeing someone, but otherwise, I’m going with it’s complicated.

10. How do you want to die? Not alone.

11. What did you last eat? Chocolate.

12. Play any video games? A few.

13. Do you bite your nails ? Eww. No.

14. When was your last physical fight? I prefer verbal.

15. Do you have an attitude? Maybe…

16. Do you hate anyone? No, hate is a feeling of passion and implies you feel something, they’re not worth it so no.

17. What’s your real name? Like before I changed it? Nancy Nguyen

18. Do you miss someone? Very Much. Where are you Rutuja?

19. Are you gonna get high later? Ahaha. Shhh.

20. Do you hate anyone at the moment? No, they’re not worth passion.

21. Do you love someone? A lot of people.

22. Twirl or cut your spaghetti? Twirl

23. Do you tan a lot? I actually don’t know that one.

24. Have any pets? Ya, black cat with white paws.

25. How exactly are you feeling? Mildly annoyed.

26. Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving? Yes, breakfast on the go.

27. Ever made out in the bathroom? Er, no.

28. Are you scared of spiders? Not really, except those hairy ones.

29. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? Who wouldn’t?

30. Do you regret anything from your past? Yeah…

31. What are your plans for this weekend? Ice skating, tutor , house moving. Lols.

32. Do you want to have kids? Yup, three of them

33. Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an E? Uh, no.

34. Do you type fast? Kinda, with a lot of typos

35. Do you have piercings? How many? Yeah. 2?

36. Want any more? Yeah, but my mum won’t let

37. Can you spell well? No, do look like I can?

38. Do you miss anyone from your past? Yeah, a lot of people

39. What are you craving right now? Hugs and kisses! And chocolate too. hehe

40. Ever been to a bonfire party? No, I want to though << I’m with stina on this one.

41. Have you ever been on a horse? No, chickened out when I saw it.

42. Kissed someone in a pick up truck? Ahem, No…

43. Have you ever broken someone's heart? I hope not…

44. Have you ever been cheated on? Aha. I don’t think I would know

45. Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? Never had one to know. Hehe

46. Would you live with someone without marrying them? I don’t see why not.

47. What should you be doing? Tutor Homework

48. What's irritating you right now? Ug. Someone.

49. Have you ever liked someone? Yes, heaps.

50. Does somebody love you? Apparently so. Hehe.

51. What is your favorite color ? Lilac

52. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? Yep, stockings too.

53. Do you have trust issues? Yes, major ones.

54. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? Yeah. I guess.

55. Are your parents still married? Uh…no.

56. Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you? Don’t have one.

57. Who was the last person you cried in front of? Assface.

58. Do you give out second chances too easily? It depends who it’s to.

59. Is it easier to forgive or forget? Forget. Coz I usually do before I forgive.

60. Is this year the best year of your life? I guess we’ll have to wait and see.

61. What was your child hood nickname? Nanciki. Yeah, don’t ask.

62. Have you ever walked outside completely naked? Outside my room yes, outside outside, no.

63. Do you think you're a good person? I have good intentions. Does that count?

64. Do you believe everything happens for a reason? I’d like to think so.

65. What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? Blow out a candle. How romantic.

66. What is your favorite song? I don’t know.

67. Have you ever been out of the country? Nope. How sad.

68. Do you play the Wii? Aha. Fail Miserably

69. Are you listening to music right now? No

70. Do you like Chinese food? Yummy.

71. Do you know your fathers b- day? Ahah. Guilty. What? I don’t live with him.

72. Are you afraid of the dark? Only when I’m alone.

73. missing? A lot of people. And Rutuja.

74. Are you mean? When I want to be.

75. Can you keep white shoes clean? Aha. If I don’t use them.

76. Have you noticed this survey stopped getting personal? Noticed a long time ago.

77. Do you believe in true love? Unfortunately.

78. Are you proud of the person you've become? Yeah… Sometimes

79. Do you like the outside? Yeah, it’s relaxing.

80. Are you currently bored? Gee how’d you figure that one out.

81. Do you wanna get married? By 23. Hehe.


82. Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? Eh. I always preferred Babe.

83. Are you hungry? Nope. Just ate. Hehe.

84. Do you have a bank account? Uh huh.

85. What makes you happy? Stuff, People, you. Haha.

86. Would you change your name? Already have.

87. Ever been to Alaska? No, but I’d like to go, it’s cold and the dogs are cute.

88. Do you watch the news? Sometimes?

89. What' s your zodiac sign? Libra.

90. Do you like Subway? Can’t finish half the foot long sub.Fail.

91. Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? Aha. No. But I’m gonna kiss stinna first.

92. Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? Nothing, and he doesn’t, he’s got a gf.

93. Do you talk like your friends? Apparently exactly like my twin, I never noticed that but okay.
94. Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them? Haha. Yeah.

95. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self? Yeah, Course.

96. Who is the last guy you talked to? Aaron. Hehe.

97. Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes? YES. I’m asthmatic.

98. Do you go to church? Buddhist, so no.

99. What's going on between you and your best friend? We’re dating and we’re both married to Kitty. Hehe.

100. Who's the last person you had a deep conversation with? I'm not sure

101. Listening to anything? Bones.

102. Do you enjoy piercings & tattoos? Owww. Wtf?

103. What do you wear more: jeans, sweats, pants, or shorts? Jeans and shorts

104. You're a Sharpie marker, what color are you? Um. Purple? Huh?

105. Where do you go if you are butt naked and locked out of your house?

106. Take a walk, jks. No way. Kim’s house, it’s the closest. Awkward!

107. Do you prefer to shower at night or in the morning? Just before bed. Hehe.

108. Have you ever said you'd never love again? Haha. Nope.

109. Do you want to please everyone? Sure, when I’m bothered.

110. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? Yeah.

111. Has someone ever made you a promise & broken it? You’d be surprised how many times.
112. Are you alone? It always feels that way.

113. Do you have any siblings? Annoying brother.

114. Did you speak to your father today? No.

115. How many months until your birthday? Exactly 9 months from yesterday. Lols.

Buying cars
Monday, January 17, 2011 @ 8:20 PM

First things first, i have sore feet. Haha. Anyway, since the last time i blogged, nothing much has happened. I've been on the comp a lot more, mainly due to vampire diaries and Christina. Yes, spending my nights talking to Stinaa. Which reminds me, i did a really good job getting her to bed by 12:30 last night, as i promised to Paolo.

For the past two days I've been spending lots of time looking at cars. Yes, my uncle is getting a new car and i had to go help pick which one, we ended up with a Toyota Sportivo though i did fancy the Lexus more. hehe. Well next week he's going to buy it and thank god this time i don't have to go, my feet ache.

Then I've been helping Vivian plan her outing, why did i volunteer for that again? Oh, right, coz i want to meet and old friend. Just for you dear. So aside from that, I've been catching up on Vampire diaries and talking to Christina, yesterday i got the full bombardment of her and her other half's lovey dovey "ngaww" moments talk. Yes, they're very cute.

Oh wells, I've had enough, i really need a warm bath, some pretty candles, a few drops of English rose oil and some music. So off i go.

xoxo

Got it off Lucy, who got it off stinaa.
Friday, January 14, 2011 @ 12:30 PM

1. What are three ways to win your heart? Cook for and try to feed me, sometimes I like feeling like a 5 yr old, kiss my forehead, hold me tight and never let go. Lols.

2. Do you like lightning? Er. Don’t mind it

3. Have you ever cut someone else’s hair? Nope.

4. Last person you said ‘i hate you’ to? I don't know

5. Rain or sunshine? Rain while it’s sunny???


6. Last stupid thing you said to anyone? I want to eat people and look at their food. Yeah. Don’t ask.

7. Biggest turn off? Too long a list.

8. Fave movie? Right now coz I just watched it Mr. and Mrs. Smith but Titanic

9. Would you date someone who smokes? No way. Asthmatic

10. Would you date someone who was addicted to drugs? No

11. What’s your biggest turn on, physically? That’s a secret. Hehe.

12. Would you have sex with someone you weren’t dating? No.

13. Have you ever missed someone and regretted breaking up with them? Wouldn’t know.


14. Have you ever dated someone more than once? Haven’t dated someone even once. So, no.

15. If you could go on ONE DATE with any celebrity, who would it be? Oh god, AARON YAN!!! Yeah, I’m gonna stop there before I die.

16. What’s your relationship status? It’s complicated. I’m married to Kitty, if that helps.

17. Do you like cuddling? Uhuh, yes please.

18. Do you hold grudges? I try not to, but fail miserably. *sigh*

19. Do you regret dating anyone? More of these questions, hello? Hasn’t dated anyone here!

20. Hugger or kisser? Hehe. :P

21. Missing someone? YES. Rutuja’s at camp.

22. Most important lesson you’ve learned from your exes? Again? Refer to Q19.

23. Are you happier single or in a relationship? Wouldn’t know the difference. Hehe.


24. How important are looks? Very, you don’t fall in love with their personality at first sight, you’re attracted to their looks and then you stick around for the personality. Lols. Fact.

25. Would you rather date someone who was SUPER-HOT or someone who was nice? I want both. Hehe.

26.Do you stay friends with the people you’ve dated? Sure, why not.

27. Would you fight over someone you wanted to be with? I would try, but in the end it’s their choice and I’d rather they choose me over whomever. So yeah.

28. Do you kiss on the 1st date? Ahaha. What do you define as a first date?

29. If someone cheated on you, would you take them back if you really loved them? Not a chance. I’m not a forgiving person.

30. Some random girl comes up to you and says “who the hell are you”? Ug *smile like I think she’s a nut, and walk*.

31. Are you spoiled? Yup, hehe. Guilty.

32. Name three things you would not tolerate in a relationship? Lying, Cheating, being a jackass. Isn’t that the general idea?

33. Which one of your friends do you think would make a good prostitute? All of them. Hehe. Shh. Damn, there are gonna be some lucky guys out there. Lols.

34. Did you miss anyone today? Lalala, okay, yeah.

35. Last person to see you cry? See? Don’t know.

36. Who/what made you cry? People, animals hurt, sad movies, main characters in sad movies crying, you.

37. Are you a forgiving person? Not a chance so better not go there sweetheart.

38. Would you ever share a girl/boyfriend with your best friend? We have very different taste. So no.

39. I’ve come to realize the last person who gave me a hug… makes me feel like I need to buy a ladder. *sigh*

40. Are most of your friends guys or girls? Girls, but some are debatable. Hehe.

41. How long does it take you to get ready to go out? Depends where, shops- 5mins, with friends-1hr, 1and half if I want to curl my hair.

42. How many people do you know of named Adam? My neighbour and that makes 2.

43. Are any of your friends cheerleaders? No

44. What was the last thing you burnt? Tea light candles.

45. What is your full name? Full as in English? Therese THT Nguyen

46. What color is the bra you have on now? Purple, with hot pink lace. Hehe.

47. Do you straighten your hair every day? Never straighten it.

48. Do you worry about the size of your boobs? Nope, I like mine very much. Hehe. Though I like Vi’s a lot too.

49. Are you the typical girl who’s addicted to gossip? 1. Not typical. 2. Not addicted to gossip, though I like it.

50. What are your favorite girly magazines? Cosmo. Hehe.

51. Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy? No. I do it for me, and I’m a girly girl. Hehe.

52. Did you ever cry during a romantic movie? Probably.

53. Would you leave the house without makeup on? Sure, I have flawless skin. Hehe.

54. What’s the biggest turn on about guys? I dunno, ask Peter.

55. Are you a girly-girl, tomboy, or in the middle? In the middle, though I lean from time to time.

56. Is pink truly the best color in the entire universe? Ekk. No, I love Lilac.

57. What’s the most expensive piece of clothing you own? Clothing? Um, I’m pretty sure it’s my formal dress.

58. What color do you absolutely despise? Maroon or that icky yellow or mustard colour.

59. Have you ever stolen? Hearts? Yes.

60. Have you set your hair on fire? No, precious hair. Lol. And who does that.

61. Do you wear sweat pants? What are sweat pants?

62. Do you know anyone who has lost their virginity? Oh yes. Lols.

63. Have you ever ran into a door because you didn’t see it? Shut up.

64. Doesn’t 50 Cent suck? It’s ugly.

65. Do you like hugs and kisses? Very much.

66. Do you act gangster? Without looking ridiculous, nope.

67. Ever made a prank phone call? Oh, one too many times.

68. Last kiss? Oh! Oh! With a girl, Vivian, I kissed a girl and I liked it. And Christina and I wanna kiss too. Lols.

69. What bill do you hate paying most? I don’t pay bills.

70. Where was the last place you had a romantic dinner? No dinner, lunch?

71. What did you want to be when you were growing up? I don’t remember. Lols.

72. Favorite NON sexual thing to do at night with a guy? Sleep. Ug, what are you thinking, like how you sleep next to a girl, that’s not sexual is it?

73. When did you first start feeling older? A long time ago.

74. Favorite guilty pleasure? Chocolate. Yummy.

75. What famous person(s) would you like to have dinner with? AARON YAN, no I’d like to HAVE Aaron Yan.

76. What famous person would you like to date? Refer to question 15.

78. What do you hate about your school? The colour.

79. Last person whose bed you laid in besides your own? No one, they usually lay in mine. Hehe. Oh, maybe Kim’s.

80. Have you lost a friend recently? I certainly hope not.

81. Ever have a sleepover with the opposite sex? For the whole night? Nope. Oh wait, my cousin.

82. Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot? No, I chortle. Hehe.

83. Is it easier to forgive, or to forget? Forget coz I usually do.

84. Do you give out second chances too easily? Unless you’re Rutuja, then you get however many you like, otherwise you fight for it.

85. Is your best friend pretty? They are drop dead gorgeous, and they’re mine, stay away.

86. Is it awkward when you run into your exes? Haha. Haven’t dated anyone to know.

87. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? Yes, ever tried getting stockings on? Very funny.

88. Can you make yourself cry? On cue.

89. Is your life simple or complicated? Simple, and yet complicated. Lols.

90. Are you easily confused? Um, yeah. Very.

92. Are you taller than 5′4″? Aha. I wish. Let’s see, I’m 5’2”. Clearly not.

93. Have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap? Well you can’t treat me like crap coz I’d kill you.

94. Is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color? All of it is my natural hair colour.

95. Does everything really happen for a reason? I’d like to think so.

xoxo


Christina

It's now 103 in the morning and i'm sitting here. That's gotta be a record on me coz yeah, i hate sitting at the computer. lol. Just yeah, it hurts my ass and i get bored easily, btw you guys so did not need to know that but like i said its 1am and that = therese is brain dead.

Brain dead and sittin here typing this talking to one very bored Christina. Oh and i couldn't find a hair tie or a pen so my hair is in a bun with ... a piant brush. What? Same effect. lols. So yeah, talking to christina about the wierdest god knows what stuff. Which i intend to keep to myself, sorry.

I'm wierd. Anyway, i talked to Kylie earlier today and my best friend aaron, yes we've renew our friendship from ex-best friend to best friend. lols. Dunno if i can go to Kylie's birthday coz i have tutor, yes ppl as shocking as that sounds i, me, therese have to go back to tutor after like a gazillion...or maybe 4 years. Oh just kill me now. hehe. Nah, it wont be so bad. So yeah, jsut so we're clear, wait for the awesome card coming ur way Kylie and i so chose those presents. hehe. Don't you forget.

okay, very tired, back to christina now. byebye.

xoxo

-plenty of love-

It was so hot.
Thursday, January 13, 2011 @ 11:33 AM

Good morning, actually it's well into the day but hey 11:30 is still technically morning. Well that's coz i just woke up. Anyway, yesterday i went burwood to watch Tangled. Yes, rutuja is completely right, it's so cute. I like the main characters but i love Maximus, yeah, that's right, the horse. Yeah, I'm weird but its hilarious and very cute. Okay, so i had to wake up at like 830, and you know did the usual, shower, hair, clothes. I won't bore you with the details. Then i walked to the staion and caught a train there.

Note that I've only been there by train once before so i was kinda lost when i got off the train. Then i finally found the exit and yeah, met up with Jess. Then we went walking around the shops, oh and buying kylie's birthday present. Ahah. its very pretty coz i chose it. Arrogance, but it really is. Then i was supposed to buy this really cute shirt from jay jay's but all my size were taken so meh. Oh and i spent like 20mins in fornt of the pet store, i found a Japanese Spitz and i want it, the last time i found one was yr8 holidays, exactly 2 yrs ago. Gonna convince my mum. Then we went to buy easy way and chocolate for the movie.

The bloody cinema is so cold. I was suddenly reminded of why i always tend to wear ponchos to them. Yup 2 hours of freezing my ass off. And jess wasn't doing to well either, serves her right for not bring a cardi. Can't say i didn't warn you sweetheart. When we got outside it was so damn hot, hot and cold, no wonder i think I'm going down with a cold. Then we went to a Japanese restaurant, and Vi, how does raw fish taste good again. Maybe coz i had this really thick piece of king fish. Ekkk. Then we ordered some beef thing, but i was nice. hehe.

Then we were gonna go to my surgeon but decided to go to the park and look at ducks instead. What, ducks are cute. Winnie would agree. Wouldn't you dear? Then we caught the train home. It was so hot. If only i could bring a fan around.

xoxo

Bored
Tuesday, January 11, 2011 @ 1:41 PM

I am so bored. Lucy said blog so yeah. Why the hell do i listen to her again??? Meh. Beats me. Anyway, i was psming/wanting to kill people/annoyed at the world last night so i did a stupid thing. Thank the lord they didn't reply or i would have spent the next hour or so sobbing and explaining then getting more pissed off, more explaining, ranting, screaming, putting bones to good use, yeah and you know the cycle continues. lols. okay, i get a little melodramatic when i'm annoyed and pmsing. What can you d0 about it, I'm a girl, we get psycho.

Anyway, so then i was talking to Melissa, man i haven't talked to her since holidays, god knows how much i miss that british accent. Which reminds me i gotta write her a cheque for was it 100 or 1000 cocoa beans? So we spent the whole night babbling on about how horrible life is, then wondering how the hell couples that have a baby find the time to concieve their next kid. I mean say you and your siblings are 2 years apart. They were concieved when you were one (assuming your oldest) with all the crying and demands of a sleepless, reckless child how the hell do they find the time? Just a thought.

Yeah, Melissa and I are wierdos, well i kinda expected it coz her sleeping patterns are screwed up and that's what happens when you talk to her at 1am. Well Melissa was being a very optimistic person and was taking - well not my side. (yeh, don't bother if you don't get it) Instead she was taking "Jessica's".

lalala. Anyway, so i had to set the alarm early to wake up and call jessica. And maybe i agree with melissa. And on that note, melissa honey, my horoscope was right. After talking to jessica i attempted to go back to sleep, which didn't work out so well, then i went to watch Vampire Diaries coz well, i really gotta catch up on it.

xoxo

arrg.
Monday, January 10, 2011 @ 9:33 PM

firstly before i chuch as spaz, I'm blogging Lucy, i said i would and yeah i am. Lol. i am talking to you right now on msn.

Argg, raging. gonna kill people. damn i knew watching bones will cause my brain to think of awesome murdering ideas. haha. well lets go put them into practice.

blog done.

xoxo

Happy New year
Saturday, January 1, 2011 @ 7:18 PM

Happy New Year people. 2010 is now over and we begin this year like many others, with the hopes of forgetting about unhappy moments of the year that has past, a recollection of all the great memories, a promise that this will be a new start, another chance, a better year and last but not least a list of new year's resolutions we promise that this time around we'll go through with.

However, personally, i think that it is not just the happy moments that are worth remembering, we are who we are because of the ups and downs of our lives, it is the hard times that you truly benefit from, as it is then that you remind yourself that no matter how difficult the situation be you are surrounded by people who care dearly for you and that you are more fortunate than a lot of people to have them. Then, is it not fair to say that hard times are more valuable than happy moments as they remind you of what you have so you will cherish happy times just that much more? So, in this new year, let us not forget our tears, our short comings, and the horrible changes we fear, and instead embrace them, for they remind us of how lucky we really are. With that being said i hope we really cherish what we have before things go wrong and we actually have to be reminded of them. And with that, i wish you all a joyous and happy new year. I hope you have a safe and festive time, memories to last a lifetime, and lots and lots of laughter. Good luck and see you when i see you.

with lots of love,

xoxo